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The Lecture That Held Up a Mirror

  The Girl Who Studied on a Screen  "Some lectures don't teach you a subject. They show you a mirror of yourself." Hello everyone! πŸ™ I didn't plan to write today. Actually, I didn't plan anything today. But I'm home from the hostel now, and the house is quiet. Since evening, something has been sitting heavy in my mind. If I don't write it down, it will stay with me all night. The Lecture Today, our sir was talking about mobile screens and focus. He said many students can't focus in class these days. We can't look at a screen for a long time because we are always on our phones. It has become a habit, like sitting on the same bench for too long. I was sitting on the last bench with my friend. Sir was speaking, but my mind was somewhere else. I kept thinking one thing: "But my reason is different, sir." I have never told this to anyone. But I'll tell you now. My 11th and 12th In 11th and 12th, I didn't join any outside cl...

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The Day It All Came Together "In my last blog, I told you about three sleepless nights and a borrowed notebook. This part is about the day the result finally came, and about everything that carried me to it." Hello everyone! πŸ™ I said I'd come back with the result. I'm here, a little later than I promised, because honestly, I needed a few days just to be able to write about it without falling apart in the middle of a sentence. But I promised myself I'd tell this story exactly as it happened, so here it is. The Day the Result Came It was around 4 pm, and we were sitting in the lab. It was just another normal college afternoon. Everyone was busy with their own work, and I wasn't even thinking about the result at that moment. Then suddenly, one of the girls sitting with us said, "Result!" My heart skipped a beat. I immediately opened the ERP and checked my result. And there it was. All subjects cleared. Final CGPA: 7.6. I checked it again, and then once...

3 Backlogs, 3 Days, and a Fight I Never Chose to Lose

✦ ✦ ✦ "In my last blog, I told you how I was humiliated in front of 150 people. This part is about what happened after that — a fight nobody saw, fought quietly, in the last three days before my backlog exams, when the whole world was asleep and I was still awake, trying to save something that was slipping out of my hands." Hello everyone! πŸ™ I had told you this part was coming — my backlog journey, how I handled college pressure, and my technical journey, all happening together at the same time. So here it is, exactly how I lived it. Not the polished version. The real one. Three Backlogs, One Chance second semester, I had 3 backlogs sitting on my mind like unfinished work. One paper somehow passed on grace marks. The other two didn't show me that mercy — I had to give a reexam for them. And here's a truth I have to accept, one that still stings a little — last semester, I hadn't made even one notebook. Not a single page. So when the reexam dates came close...

From Silence to Strength — My Second Year Story

The First Obstacle on My Comeback Second Year, Lecture 1 — and my real test ✦ ✦ ✦ "In my last blog, I said my real story was just beginning. This part is that beginning — and it was just as hard as I expected." Hello everyone! πŸ™ I left off my last blog with full confidence, ready to start my comeback with new hope. But honestly — the word "comeback" sounds beautiful when you hear it, but it feels heavy from the inside. Because to stand up again, you first have to put your feet back on the same ground where you once fell. And that is exactly what I want to share today — the first step of my comeback, and how I stumbled right in that very step. Day One — 9th July College started on 6th July, but I went on the 9th. There was some fear, some tension — but stronger than that was one firm decision in my heart: to forget everything that happened before and start fresh. It was the first lecture. Like always, my friend and I went and sat on the last bench. But the ...

IIT Was My Dream, Life Had Other Plans — My Raw, Unfiltered Story

An Extraordinary Story of an Ordinary Girl ✦ ✦ ✦ "From a village classroom to broken dreams and back to hope — this is not the story of my downfall, but the beginning of my comeback." Hello everyone! πŸ™ Before I begin, there's something I want to say honestly — this isn't my first time writing. I've written many blogs before. But after my CET results, a single thought took root inside me, deep enough to hollow me out from within — I worked so hard, and still, not a single dream came true. I lost myself to that one thought, and in that same headspace, I deleted all my old accounts — closing those chapters for good. For the eight months that followed, I didn't write a single word. Not because I had nothing to say — but because my mind was too scattered to write anything honest. But somewhere along the way, that thought quietly broke on its own. I went back to studying, slowly rebuilding the discipline I had lost, one day at a time. And today, I...